Paradise

Wednesday, November 29, 2006
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it have been raining this few days.
so i don realli have the mood to go out.
another problem is i don have money.
hees.
hong sen keep on msging me!
asking me about the nail shop thingy.
coz his ah yi open a nail shop.
then tell me to go.
then i sae i don wan.
then he be la be la.!
rubbish also alot.
haiz so bored!
i miss the day working.
not bcoz i like thad boss.
is staying at home reali makes me ROT!
hahas.
so no matter wad larhs.
i hope can faster work.
working on this friday! jia you~
gtg now.
buiebuie!
MISSES DARK SAN!



chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Sunday, November 26, 2006
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went to japanese lesson todae.
when i reach JAS,
i found out thad i lost my card!
aww.
so i don know whether if i can go in.
lucky saw my classmate and she brings me in.
phew..
but i have to redo my card!
$5 nehz~
then daddy come fetch me after my class,
and go to a car office.
well, daddy wanna buy a new car.
so he is looking around.
then back home.
mom was packing up things.
then i also help out.
clean up all the dust and wadever useless stuff.
so bored larhs!
granny they all coming to our house to play " ma jiang "
hahas.
tml will be working at 2.30pm.
ja ne~
MISS DARK SAN!




chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Saturday, November 25, 2006
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wake up at 12.15pm todae.
then stay at home rot as usual.
so bored!
then perini silver call me todae~
hahas.
they ask if i am 'o' level students.
so i sae i am not.
then they sae okies buie~
hahas.
they wan long term full timer bahz..
i was super hungry in the afternoon.
so i went to cook two packet of maggie!
OMG! if i continue eating, i will turn fatter!
hahas~
but no choice larhs.
too hungry le mahz.
have been training audition this few days
i am afraid thad i will lose yuki san.
so i must jia you!
lols~
but todae's licence have to call "daddy" to help me.
and he pass with jus one round!
so cool larhs~
haiz.
so bored!
yahs! i change my skin!
almost forget to mention.
isnt it nice? it's from celestial star~
cool larhs ^^
gtg bb~
MISS DARK SAN!



chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Thursday, November 23, 2006
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went to interview todae afternoon.
it rains a little while i was on my way to the shop.
so i walk as quickly as i can.
hahas.
then no one is in the shop when i reach.
so i call esther to tell her thad i've reach.
she tell me to wait for her for about 5 mins.
then she've reach.
hahas.
she's quite pretty.
then i write the information form,
and she explain everything to me after i finish writing.
the pay wasnt thad good.
i earn onli $9 and above for every customer i serve.
but it's okies.
coz she pay money for me to learn courses.
so good.
hahas.
but i have to work for her at least 6 months.
so it's alright for me.
and i am the onli one working in the shop.
means i own thad shop!
hahas.
so after the interview,
i went home immediatly.
it's pouring!
and i forgot to bring my wallet!
so i have to walk back home without an umbrella.
>.<
i was totally drench!
aww..
then play computer when i reach home.
watch tv,
and thad's all for the day~
hahas.
gtg play audition!
ja ne~
MISSES DARK SAN!



chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Wednesday, November 22, 2006
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YESTERDAY
man. went to work at jurong point.
know thad wendy will not be working,
i am kinda happi.
so i am quite cheerful towards everyone.
but wendy came at around 5.00pm with uncle.
then suddenly wendy show me somethin,
Wendy: erms, zuer. this is a letter of termination from our company.
Me: ouhs, okies. [ wad is termination ]
Wendy: our company has observe uu and found out thad uu did not manage to reach our target everyday.
Me: okies, then?
Wendy: so uu don have to come tml le lorr. please sign here if uu agree.
Me: ouhs...
wad the hell?
their target have to be $200 everyday!
who can reach larhs!
so i sign the letter and continue my job.
and i still have to work till the end of the day!
shit~
so after work, i went over to perini silver.
then i interview there.
but i think there's no hope for me bahz.
coz still need to wait for news.
aww!
then go eat mac with qiqi again, then went home.
tell my mom about the " good " news.
and she sae she knew it!
coz those fussy boss will not get a good sales ass de.
lols~
so i went to slp and go for another job interview tml.

TODAE
went to interview at my house's market.
there's a nail shop who wans to hire ppl.
so i went into the shop and ask for an interview~
but thad person tell me to call esther ng and ask her.
so she gave me a name card.
then i call but no one answer.
then esther call back.
OMG! her voice was super sweet!
then she sae hello to me twice!
hahahas~
so cute larhs.
then she tell me tml go interview.
hahas~
after thad, went to lee ting house.
since i got nothin to do todae,
so i go to metro with lee ting.
and wait for kailing and lingyong to xia ban.
so we went home together taking bus 502B.
thad bus driver was damn attitude!
hate him >.<
then reach home at 8.15pm.
have my dinner, watch tv, and i gtg slp now!
buiebuie!
MISSES DARK SAN!





chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Monday, November 20, 2006
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it's raining the whole day todae.
went to have lunch with bro and daddy after i wake up.
there's nothin to do.
so bored!
i wanna work!
hahas~
chatting with mei yang, kai ling and lee ting now.
gtg~
buie buie~



chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Sunday, November 19, 2006
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todae is my off day.
hahas.
coz i told elicia thad i have japanese class on sunday.
so she tell me to off at sunday.
i am having my jap lesson till half way,
wendy suddenly call me.
she tell me to off tml also.!
hahas damn happi larhs!
then i sae okies okies.
but tuesday need to go jurong point and work.
kind of unhappi.
lols~
but never mind.
so i went shopping at jurong point with lee ting todae.
then i wait for lee ting at perimi sliver.
wendy saw me but she jus ignore me.
i understand, jus don fire me can le.
then i walk around at jurong point with lee ting after she came.
but we onli walk about 1 hour then go home le.
so i watch tv and practice my japanese lesson after i reach home.
haiz.
suddenly feel so bored~
gtg bb!

MISSES UU DARK SAN!



chibikazuko <3 chibidark

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Yesterday
went to PS to work.
and all the way have to work till 10pm.
kinda tired.
hahas.
yesterday's isnt many customers.
so we r like doing nothin actually.
then we cut paper, and ivy draw the lines.
elicia was doing other things beside ivy.
suddenly i found out thad ivy draw the line wrongly!
so we also cut wrongly.
then i show it to ivy.
elicia saw it and scolded ivy.
OMG! all my fault.!
somemore she charge her 10cent for every pieces she makes mistake.
lols~
then time passes veri fast.
it's 9.30pm already and we r keeping our things.
i was like doing nothin coz i don know wad to do.
ivy also get scolded again jus bcoz she drop somethin into the water.
then ivy keep saying don have,
but elicia saw it.
hahas. in the end,
the truth is, have~
hahas!
so i went off eariler then them coz i got nothin to help out.
meeting lee ting, kailing and ling yong at cityhall mrt station.
so i quickly rush there.
and when i found out have to go up the escalator,
so i went up.
but the problem is,
i went up the wrong side!
the escalator was going down.
then i thought it's going up,
so i almost fell!
hahahas! so paisei larhs!
then i meet them and we go take train.
there's a " durian " in behind where we r standing.
i admit thad we DO speak too loud.
then she don even dare to sae it in front of us,
still need to use her phone to chat with her friend to sae bad about us loudly.
how childish.
ling yong and lee ting was damn angry.
but i sae don care larhs.
then when we alight the train,
ling yong " zhe " at her.
then she sae " kao bei la~ zhe wad zhe "
hahas.
ling yong even tell me to point her middle finger.
so i sae, i not angry wad for~
but actually is bcoz i afriad thad the " durian " will come back find them.
coz they are wearing metro's clothes.
it's easy to find them mahz.
so better don get any trouble!
hahas~.
so ling yong take another train back home,
them lee ting, and kailing is with me.
then brought some food in pasamalam.
meet mei yang after thad.
so we take 334 back home together with lee ting, kailing, meiyang and meiling.
then chat chat chat along our way home.
then back home.
i trim my nails before going to slp~.
hahas!



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Saturday, November 18, 2006
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todae wake up much later then before.
so i quickly do my stuff and went to work.
have my breakfast and start working.
but i clean till half way,
wendy tell me to go plaza singapura to work.
coz one of the manicurist was sick.
so i went there to help out.
when i reach there,
verlin and ivy was serving customers.
after around 15mins,
the customers was gone and verlin teach me some stuff.
so verlin teach me how to do massage.
so she hold my hand and then massage my hand.
hahas!
so cool larhs.
her hand veri soft lorr!
okies i am not a pervert or wad~
she is realli pretty larhs!
then teach me alot of stuff about nails.
then after thad,
elicia came.
she brought breakfast for us to eat.
so kind!
i thought thad she is a veri fierce person jus like wendy and uncle.
but she's much more better then them.
then she was doing her stuff,
and i was helping her.
so she suddenly ask me whether if i wanna work here.
so i consider for a while and then sae yesh.
although is far from home,
but i am quite happi working here.
so she tell me to come here from tml onwards.
then i sae okies.
and my off has change to every sunday.
hahas~
she even tell me to come work part time if i want to after skool reopens.
coz skool comes first,
thad's wad she sae.
so i smile to her and sae okies.
todae was quite busy at around 5.00pm to 7.00pm.
then i was doing lots of stuff.
and first time help ppl to massage.
hahas!
so cool larhs~
but i am kinda slow coz i am still not use to it.
i go off at 8.30pm todae.
so i called lee ting after i have finish working.
we chat alot and she sae she will wait for me tml after i finish my work.
then went to malaysia with parents and sister.
then have our dinner, chat.
then back home again.
aww,
i have to work tml.
gtg slp now.
buie!
MISSES DARK SAN!




chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Thursday, November 16, 2006
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YESTERDAY

wake up at 9.15am again.
after one day rest,
have to work again.
bored! >.<
time passes as slow as usual.
but there's onli me and chew yan working.
wendy is not here,
so i am quite happi.
but about 4.00pm,
the uncle came.
nagging again.
always larhs.~
then time passes damn fast at around 5.00pm.
there's a girl came for interview which is onli 14 years old!
so i told her thad we wan 16 and above.
she walk away and then walk back again.
then she tell me thad uncle is her relative.
wad the?
hahas~
so she write the application form,
then walk away.
it's about time to pack up and uncle is not back yet.
so chew yan tell me to clean up first as i keep on looking at the clock.
i quickly pack up and quickly went home.
i am jus super tired!
have a bath when i reach home and went to bed immediatly.

TODAE

know thad i will be working with wendy todae,
and i am totally in a bad mood.
hahas.
eaten some rice in the morning and went to work.
the girl who came interview yesterday came to work too.
so i smile to her and ask her some questions.
wendy tell me to stop toking and do my part.
aww,
cant i know more friends.
hahas~
so i do my part and clean things which i was told to.
then uncle came earlier todae.
he brought two packet of rice for wendy and thad girl.
[ i jus cant remember her name ]
then wendy tell me to go buy my own food.
i jus sae i don need it and continue working.
THEIR THINGS R DAMN DIRTY CAN!
there's lots of dust around the clips!
my god!
and went i was trying to take the clips out of the box,
there's a insect [ i don know wad is it ] jumps out!
i was damn shocked!
some of the clips fell off.
hahas~
then wait for the time to pass.
and it's super bored every day!
after working,
i actually wanna meet huiqi.
when i was about to walk to her shop,
uncle tell me to go home.
don go to her shop.
then i walks off and make a u turn back after uncle goes off.
so i waited for hui qi to have dinner.
wendy called me suddenly and ask me to go PS to work tml.
so i agree.
and after huiqi finish packing everything,
we went to mac to have dinner.
coz i am not hungry,
so i am not eating.
and huiqi is eating fries onli.
so we chat chat chat,
and went home taking bus 198.
i sae goodbye to her when she reach her stop.
back home,
mom was super worried!
coz she thought somethin happens to me.
i was back at 11.00! so sorri~
hahas.
so i have my dinner now,
and gtg to bed soon~
night!

miss DARK SAN!


chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Monday, November 13, 2006
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todae is my off day.
and i jus woke up.
hahas.
yesterday i was kinda in a good mood.
know a girl name hui qi / qiqi
she was like so good to me~
she actually wanna pass a note to me,
but then wendy seems to be able to saw,
so i tell her meet in the toilet.
hahas.
then we was chatting in the pantry room.
she told me stories about y my shop and her shop are enemies.
but the story was totally different from wad uncle saes.
after chatting for around 10mins,
then i went back to my store.
uncle and wendy have been complaining alot again.
i jus smile smile and ignore them.
i earn alot of them yesterday bahz,
most of the customers i server buy clips from me.
but in the end,
wendy always come interfere.
then have to share with her the money i earn.
uncle was keep on complaining when i cant help ppl tie hair.
hello~
i need more practice larhs.
he's always nagging like an auntie.
he should change his gender.
hahas!
so i jus ignore wadever he sae.
when ready to pack up,
there's still about two customer.
then wendy and chew yan was busy,
and i help to close the shop.
uncle keep saying me " good "
bcoz i help out when others r busy.
my main purpose is jus to quickly leave this shop.
hahas.
so after finish packing,
i wait for qiqi outside bread talk.
there's an indian man beside me while i am waiting.
he suddenly sae hello to me!
hahas.
[ he doesnt look like an indian, more like americian ]
then he keep on asking me questions and i answer.
then qiqi came.
she sae she wanna go have dinner with her friend.
so i sae i go home first.
hahas~.
then sae good bye to qiqi, and thad indian man.
lols~
relaxing day for todae and i have to work tml.
sianz!
buie buie




chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Sunday, November 12, 2006
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todae wake up at around 11.00am.
coz there's japanese lesson todae,
so i work at 4.00pm
lee ting came my house to return me my japanese stuff.
then we go and eat tohua together.
i jus simply miss her so much!
hahas~
i after finish eating,
we take bus 157 together.
she is going to meet daphne at block 300+,
and i am on my way to japanese lesson.
so i sae sayonara to her when she alight the bus,
and left me so lonely!
hahas.
it rains halfway through the bus jounery.
i was looking at the rain and thinking of somethin.
....
yeahs, i forget to bring my umbrella.
>.<
so how am i going to reach my classroom without an umbrella?
hahas.
i alight the bus and ran all the way up the over head bridge,
with my bag on my head.
aww.
in the end i still get drenched!
and my waterproof bag get drenched too!
man~.
most of my notes are wet!
wonder wad happens.
hahas~
so be la be la.
and the lesson ends at 3.30pm
i thought thad i will be able to make it to jurong point.
but i was late.
4.30pm, i reach there.
wendy scolded me.
wad the.
no choice, i told her i will be here by 4.00pm
but i was late for 30mins.
haiz >.<
she sae i have to common sense,
jus bcoz i know thad i will be late,
i shouldnt tell her thad i will be working by 4pm.
aiya, wadever le~
so i jus "yahs yahs yahs"
and get back to work.
there's simply " 0 " costumers todae.
no one has any interst in the clips.
it's too EXPENSIVE.
so we pack up eariler todae.
wendy was giving a black face again,
jus bcoz her business wasnt thad good.
her father scolded her for giving attitude.
hahas.
serve her right? maybe..
and i quickly pack my things and walks off.
waiting for bus 198 to come.
then i saw the girl who works another store infront of me.
she smile to me and tell me her name.
" i am hui qi "
if i wasnt wrong.
" i am zu er "
yahs. i reply.
then she jus smile at me and i smile at her.
so she board the bus and yahs, BUIE~
hahas.!
she super cheerful larhs!
i like her ^^
thought thad daddy will be celebrating birthday when i reach home.
so after i board the bus,
i called back home.
mom tell me to buy dinner myself as she was playing majohng.
haiz.
super bored.!
well. i gtg to slp now.
GAMBATTE KAZUKO!




chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Saturday, November 11, 2006
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i was almost late todae!
i thought thad i have already set the alarm clock.
but i didnt.
so i woke up at 9.25am.
then i keep rushing and rushing.
hahas.
in the end i wasnt late,
so lame larhs.
hahas~
i have been giving a black face throughout the day.
wadever they sae to me,
or ask me,
i jus " yahs ", " okies ", " orhs "
jus don feel like toking to them larhs.
but i have been giving my most wonderful smile to the customers.
hahas.
coz i don like the boss nor the sales assistance.
they keep on snatching my business.
and make credit for their own.
haiz.
wendy even tell me thad i have to earn at least 200 per day.
wad the?
her clips so expensive lorr.
todae there's onli 8 or 9 customers.
not more then 10 for sure.
then whoever i serve,
they will come in interfere.
so irritating!
so i jus walk away.
saw kenny and zi wei at around 5.00pm.
kenny tried to tok to me but i tell him to go away.
hahas.
not bcoz i don wanna tok to him.
is thad my boss is looking in a veri irritating way.
so kenny walk away.
then i continue servering ppl who came to buy hairclips.
after a while,
i saw zheng qiang and kairi [ i don know how to spell ]
kairi ask me how much is my clip,
and i sae don know.
hahas~
then zheng qiang wanna borrow money from me.
so lame.!
then wendy saw me toking to them.
she was serving customers.
and she is " gin " me and look away.
so TOOT!
i was damn angry larhs.
so i tell zheng qiang and kairi to go off coz my boss will scold.
so they jus walk away.
and time pass by faster todae.
maybe i am use to the time already?
hahas.
then mom call me when i was on my way home.
she ask me if i wanna eat anythin.
so i tell her to buy wadever thad is edible.
hahas~
reach home at around 10.00pm.
and i quickly take a bath and watch tv.
called lee ting to remind her about my stuff,
and tell her to go eat touhua with me tml.
lucky i onli have to stand for 6 hours tml.
coz i got japanese class in the afternoon!
LUCKY ME!
hope thad the shop will have no business forever!
and closed next year.
hahahahas.
evil thoughts!
so sorri ehs~

ps: HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO DADDY AND DARK SAN!




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Friday, November 10, 2006
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another bad luck day!
SO SICKENING EVERY SINGLE DAY!
daddy scolded my sis for not going to work in the morning.
and i was being disturbed by thad LOUD voice~
hahas~
but i went back to slp again.
until 9.15am,
i final woke up and take my time to prepare.
i thought thad i will be early again,
so i was slacking ^^
hahahas~
saw li ge when i was on my way to the bus stop.
so i stop and chat with her for a while.
MISS her so MUCH!
and we promise to go out together after her exams.
then i wait for bus.
thought thad todae will be as early as usual,
but never know thad bus 198 take a longer time to reach.
so i reach there at about 10.54am
hahas!
but in the end i still manage to reach there on time.
after cleaning till half way,
wendy tell me to pack my things and go to plaze singapura.
coz there doesnt have enough ppl.
so i on my way to plaza singapura.[ it's a nail shop ]
thought thad ppl over there will be better,
but i am WRONG!!!!!!!
ppl over there never teach me a single things.
and i am standing for 9 hours!
without taking a sit!!!!!!!!!!!
i still have to make excuses of going to toilet,
jus to take a sit!!!!!!!
aww. so poor thing >.<
and i onli eat one bowl of green bean soup.
for the whole day uu know!
then thad stupid boss,
wend's sis, alicia,
sucks big core!
well.
it's difficult for me to explain.
but i hate her!
all sucks!
and i have to bear with them for another 1 month and 22 days!!
aww! please! let this days pass faster!!!

suki dayo! dark san~
11-11




chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Wednesday, November 08, 2006
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went to work as usual todae.
i am still too early!
hahas.
wendy asked me y i wear so BLACK todae.
well.
how i know.
she doesnt even sae anythin about clothes.
ah never mind.
i thought todae will be another smooth day~
BUT!
todae is the WORST day in my LIFE!
hmms.
i shall explain clearly.
Wendy explain quite a lot of things to me todae.
althought it went well in the morning,
and i thought thad she is so kind,
but never knew thad her attitude SUXS!
there's a china lady pass by our shop.
and she wan us to help her tie her hair using our clips.
so wendy helped her and i approach others.
she even told me to look at how she tie ppl's hair when i am free.
so where there's no other ppl,
i went to look at how she tie the hair.
BUT!
she scolded me!
jus bcoz thad CHINA lady not happi with her,
she vent her anger on me!
FUUUU!
okies.
i don mind.
i understand how she feels.
so i jus ignore and walk away.
after thad,
her father came.
they keep telling me not to be friendly with others around us.
i means those other shops around us~
i cant even smile when they smile to me.
jus bcoz of some stupid things happen among them.
and i am their worker so i cant smile to others.
wad the ?
it's kind of rude when ppl smile to uu and uu turn away right?
aww.
NEVER MIND!
then i tried to listen and wadever.
thought thad wendy's father is also a kind hearted person.
never know thad he is so irritating!
i have finish my work and ready to go home.
so i need to take my bags and magazine.
thad stupid UNCLE keep on telling me to go home.
[ in a harsh tone ]
then i keep repeating thad he didnt even open the cardboard,
how i take my things?
and when he open thad cardboard to let me take my stuff,
then he scolded me!
jus bcoz someone wans the receipt of wad she brought.
and thad uncle tell me to take my things and i block his way.

uncle: aiya~ go away larhs. let me take things first.

i am not angry if i am the one who block his way.
but he tell me to take my stuff and then tell me to get away again.
wad the??????
AWW! don feel like working.
but bcoz of money~
i have to REN!

went back home crying when talking to my mom about this stuff.
she tell me not to work
but the problem is the MONEY!
hahas.
too much things to buy and i don wanna take a single cents from them~
i love uu MOM!

anyway, saw wen jie, mathew, zhi wei , john, ying hou,
zheng qiang, luqman and su zhen todae.
hahas.
happi to see them larhs.~
zheng qiang look more GAY to me~
LOLS~
so sorri ehs~ hahas!

gtg slp now.
tml have to WORK again!
SO SICK!
aww!!
i wish thad one month pass in jus a few mins!
>.< kazuko! gambatte ! hahas~
11-11



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i woke up at 9.00am todae.
I DON WISH TO WAKE UP SO EARLY!
but no choice.
hahas~
and i have been rushing even i know thad i wasnt late.
>.< so lame larhs.
and i CANT find my SHOES!
so i have to wear my high heels.
and it HURTS!
i reach there at 10.30am.
then prepare to OPEN the shop~
and i stand for 10hours!!!
hmms. minus 30mins , my sitting time.
hees.
then went home at 9.30pm.
super tired! my leg almost ROT!
when i was on my way back home,
i realise thad i forget to return the clips!
[ I have to use their hair clips while working ]
then Yvonne [ not my cousin ] call me and ask about the clips.
hahas~
so i told her i will remember tml~
she is worri!
so sorri.
i gtg slp le.~
tata!
11-11



chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Monday, November 06, 2006
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i jus finish watching LOVELESS.
SUPER NICE!
hahas~
but kind of disappointing >.<
not much gay scene~
hahas!
i gotta work tml!
GOOD LUCK O!!!!!
11-11



chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Wednesday, November 01, 2006
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currently still searching for jobs~
me and jing wen went to IMM for interview todae.
yupz. jus the two of us.~
we have to go interview after 3.30pm
but we went there at 1.00pm >.<
hahas.
so we rot there for about 2 hours?
hmms, yeah~
during thad rotting period
we went to daiso.
brought some japanese snacks.~
seems so nice ^^
then went for interview.
well, me and jing wen thinks thad this job will sure hire us!
at least it's 60%
hahas~
jing wen went back home after the interview
she is DAMN sick.
allergic to SUGAR stuff..
so strange >.<

I went to library~
wanted to borrow books.~
but bcoz of thad stupid tag thad i peel off last time.
i have to pay for thad tag in order to borrow!
argh~
so i PAID!!!!!!!!!
aww.~
wad a bad day



chibikazuko <3 chibidark

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jus change my blog skin
hmms,
i have been changing blog skin almost everytime
hahas~
well. nothin to do. thad's y~
even my blog songs has change
it's KOE by Tsukiko Amano
she sang for the Fatal Frame II ending.
aww.
i in love with fatal frame lately.
WANNA COMPLETE THE GAME!
but karin hasnt return me back the PS2
>.<
no job means free.
kinda bored this few days!
even though i get my $65 pay~
life is so meaningless without uu!!!!
DARK SAMA!



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