Paradise

Saturday, September 23, 2006
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haven been posting for a few weeks?
hahas.
i was busy playing AUDITION!
well. N level is near and i am not mugging like others.
super bored this few days..!
went to swimming on wednesday.
me and lee ting onli!
hahas~
after swimming i wanted to stay for the soccer match.
thought is alberix. but it's thailand VS singapore.
hahas.
lee ting got to know a thailand guy name BIE/BEE
well. many things happens larhs.
then be bla be bla!
i am jus lazy to explain! >.<
and wen to swimming yesterday too.!
again, the two of us >.<
then yesterday was extremly tired!
and i turn dark again! hahas!


DARK SAMA! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!
hmms. jus cant forget him!
>.<



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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
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i am getting use of the way uu treat me.
it's over between us.
i understand,
i knew it.
i will still think of,
the memories we had together,
the way we laugh together,
the way we be together...
this will never happen any longer.
this will always be a part of the memories i had,
and i will keep it inside, locked.
let us go back to the past.
where we treat each other as stranger...


having maths paper1 and CME todae.
CME was difficult! >.<
cant stand it..
hahas..
paper 1 was alright. but i didnt do three questions!
haiz. i even see the time wrongly!
BIG MISTAKE!
went to gym with lee ting after skool.
hahas.
my leg gone numb when i cycled.
lee ting's also.
hahas!
then went home.
lols~






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Monday, September 11, 2006
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change my blogskins again. hahas.
there's chem and phy test todae.
man.
chem paper is difficult!
argh!
cant stand it.
then went to KFC for lunch after the test.
lee ting is a joker. she realli is!
hahas
damn.
tml is english paper.
pray hard >.<



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Friday, September 08, 2006
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lols.
it's super late now!
or should i sae it's super early now?
hahas.

well. jus came out of the toilet.
hahas.
suddenly think of the past..
memories..
actually i suddenly thought of jing wen.
she is the onli person thad i cried so much !
lols.
but i wonder yy?
izzit bcoz i love her too much?
or izzit bcoz i sae i love her but she rejected me and doesnt wanna tok to me?
remember last time when mei yang tell me thad jing wen saes she hate me.
i was crying like mad.
hahas.
now i think i am stupid larhs.
although mei yang and kailing ask jing wen before whether if jing wen will choose them as a stead.
she agree!
lols.
it's jus asking larhs.
means jing wen will rather choose them then me..
don know y either..
hahas!

now my mind is like a piece of paper.
so blank. so white.
jus cant think of anythin.
hahas.
when everytime this things happens.
i will think of dark sama.
yahs. wad my cousin sae is true.
" y uu fall for someone thad doesnt exist in this world "
i can onli laugh.
lols.
yahs. he isnt real.
i know he cant be real.
but loving someone is like this isnt it.
even though i know the truth.
but i insist waiting for him.
believing thad maybe someday he will be here.
hahas!
although is kind of stupid.
but i do LOVE him.
it's true!

ps: farhanah came in my mind! man! i hate it.. HATE HER FOREVER!

dark sama. oyasumi nasai!



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Thursday, September 07, 2006
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lols.
spend around three days to make my blogskins.
hahas.
overall > not bad!
lols!

went to JE with meiyang.kailing.lee ting todae.
went to see thad show called " forbidden siren "
quite nice wors!
hahas.
hmms.
mei yang and kailing scream when " otosan " eyes was bleeding and show in thad BIG screen!
hahas!
i was like " crazy arz "
coz seems like the whole cinema they r the onli ones who scream.
hahas!
then after the show. we went eating our dinner.
then chat chat.
TAKE NEOS!
hahass.
again..
and todae isnt a good day for taking neos..
my eyes look super weird!
like so bloody.
hahas! scary!
lols.

anyway. todae is a happi day larhs. ^^
BEST!



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i jus created three blogskins!
hahas.
jus wanna show it to uu all!











































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Monday, September 04, 2006
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man! SS PAPER TML!
STRESS
AWW >.<


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Sunday, September 03, 2006
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lols.
jus make another blogskin
actually is the same as the before one.
jus change the colour.
lols.
it's super striking man!



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wake up at 11.00am todae.
and i am rushing!
hahas.
my japanese lesson starts at 2.00pm.
so i have to be quick to reach there.
[ it's far okies ]
coz it's first time i go to japanese associaiton myself.
and i GOT LOST!
hahas.
actually not realli lost larhs.
is thad i miss the STOP!
hahas.
i alight at the bus stop after the actual one.
lols.
and i have to walk all the way back!
man..
so tiring..
and i am the second person to reach the classroom.
hahas.
Oya sensei talk to me in japanese when i reach the classroom.
Oya sensei : ah! dozo..
me: * nods *
Oya sensei : --------- [ well. i don understand wad she toking ]
me: *nods* [ again -_- ]
and after a while. others went in..
bla bla bla.
one girl call mei juan went into the class and sat beside me..
i jus smile at her..
yahs. we r friends now after sensei tell us to introduce ourself..
me: hajimemashite. watashi wa zuer desu.
mei juan: hajimemashite. watashi wa mei juan desu.
yahs.. her name is mei juan.
hahas.
19 and in poly now..
lols.~
and after the lesson.
i tell Oya sensei to change my name to kazuko.
hahas. another funni conversation!
me: ano.. Oya sensei. can uu change my name to kazuko? zuer difficult to pronounce.
Oya sensei: ah! hai. hmms. ka.. zu.. ko.. [ well she is writing my name now...] kazuko chan?
me: hai..
Oya sensei: ah. anata wa nihonjin ?
me: iie..
and i walks off with mei juan.
hahas. .
sensei thought i am japanese.
lols.
and explore around with mei juan.
then we went back home.
yahs.
do my japanese homework when i reach home.
hahas.
feeling a little hungry now.
wanna have dinner!
buiee!



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Saturday, September 02, 2006
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wake up at 10.00am todae.
well. have to prepare for wadever shit.
coz my mom invite our relative to our house.
hmms.
we r having house warming?
okies.
yahs.
all of them came at around 3.00 plus.
play majong. computer.
yahs.
SUPER BORED CAN!~
don realli know wad to do.
and i was like an idiot walking here and there.
i am styling my hair for the whole day too.
walk in and out of the rooms like hundred of time!
looking at thad stupid mirror!
hahas. well. my hair sucks!
BY: WERN FERNG [ well. i think so too ]
okies.
my cousin think thad my hair sucks too!
FINE!
almost everyone has gone home by now.
left with ADULTS.. above 21 and some kids.
hmms. i am one of the kids..
BUUUU!
i was msging her.
SO FCUK UP!
she realli sucks to core man!
saying different story to everyone.
man.
cant believe it!
well. so bored. and nothin to sae now.
BUIE!



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