Wednesday, July 26, 2006



at mei qi house now~
hahas.
went to have our lunch at pizza with shi hui and mei qi
thad curry rice was super hot.

don feel like going to skool at first.~
i dont wanna see her!
i think thad she has been saying alot of things to others..~
okies. i think others will think thad i am the bad one~!
haiz. ignore larhss.
she even throw temper at me
am i wrong?
yahs i am wrong.
i am wrong to fall for uu!
so sick of everythin larhs..

saw melissa and her at the staircase when i am going back.
i think she is crying.
but i don care larhs
coz she care about uu wad.
so i don think uu need a second person to care anymore.

lalalalas`

fuck! i hate being lied!

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

yahs.
get to know somethin bad todae.
i am crying badly.

she stead with melissa.
and she still told me thad she was jus playing.
try try onli~
she sae she still love me
how can i trust her?
hugging another girl and telling me thad she still like me.

fuck.
i am sick of all this already...

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

picture taken on 24 july 2006~
hahas. taken at popular~

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Thursday, July 20, 2006


hmms. so long never blog le.
busy with musical night thingy and my ipod thingy.
some more internet always have problems.
shit larhs.~
tml is musical night le.
i have brought my dress and bla bla thingy.
hahas.~
going to buy things now..~
buiee~

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Sunday, July 09, 2006


hmms.
get to know thad kai shi got some relationship problems.
well.
i am not good at comforting ppl.
but all i can sae to her is
" i will be by ur side.. so dont sad le"
haiz.
relationship thingy is always like this.
make ppl so sad.
but also got sweet memories. ^^

wake up at 12.00 plus todae.
still have to unpacked all the stupid stuff.
daddy wad complaining about my comics.
it's soooooooo heavy >.<
yahs~ i know it's heavy. thad's y i need uu to carry it!
bro also sae the same thing~.
but with an additional sentence..
" i hope thad one day there's cockroachs in the cardboard and destory all ur comics!"
HELLO!
uu read my comics too!
aiya!
super fed up!
if i can carry. i don need uu all!!!!
suan liao.
hahas.~

haven eat my dinner.
hungry nehz!
going to eat now~
buie buie!

missing uu worrs! ^^

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Tuesday, July 04, 2006



hmms.
many things happens todae.
everythin seems to be alright at first.
i know. it's my fault.
i should be showing attitude to uu.
but uu always let me feel thad i am alone.
how can i not be angry?
maybe uu r right.
i don understand.
i don get it.
coz uu don explain clearly.
although uu think thad uu have explain enough.
but no.
sorri.
thad's all i can sae.
haiz. nothin can be done now.
good night.

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Sunday, July 02, 2006


"You are sacrificing time and energy on a potential relationship that simply does not work.
The hopes and dreams you may have for it are withering."

this is wad i get from the tarot reading.
izzit true?
i dont realli know.
i know all the hopes and dreams i have for it are withering.
and this is true.
i cant feel any secure from.
i don even get any love from uu~
am i wrong to love uu?
i afraid if i ask uu whether am i wrong to love uu..
uu will jus tell me " yahs. so dont love me. so i wont love uu too"
i am afraid..
so..
afriad...

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Saturday, July 01, 2006


able to use my com now.
i am at my new house from now onwards.
almost everything is unpacked.
super boring.
my mind was in a total mess.
i don know how much uu love me.
althought the sweet things uu tell me before makes me happi.
izzit a lie?
when i already don wish to have anythin from uu.
uu make me think thad i am been loved by uu.
jus bcoz of ur words.
when i started to hope thad uu will give me wadever i wish and i want.
uu cant give me.
uu never sae.. but i know.
all the wish and hopes thad i wanted.
it's gone.
i don know.
everythin is like repeating.
when i wanna forget. wadever uu do makes me remember.
but when i remember. all the sad memories makes me sad.
i afraid.
uu might sae uu love me no more.
and i am always wanting somethin thad uu can never give me.
i know uu don love me no more.
i don wish to accept the truth.
i cant forget.
i wish i have a brain wash.
i hope i was dead.
i hope thad i don know uu at all.
so thad i wont be so sad.
please!
don give me any more false hope.
i don wanna cry anymore.
i cant stand it anymore.
dont hurt me no more......

chibikazuko <3 chibidark