Wednesday, May 24, 2006

ENGLISH: 44/100
MATHS: 60/100
CHINESE:60 plus/100
SCIENCE: physic. 20/50 chemistry. ?/50
ART: 66/100
COMBINED HUMANITIES: 30/100

oh man! this kind of fucking result!
i hate it larhs!
don feel like blogging noW! shit!

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Saturday, May 20, 2006

marking day todae.
other secondary skool around us have to wake up early and go to skool.
hahas. but we don have to~
happi^^

suppose to go to wild wild wet with lee ting and kaishi~
but i change my mind.
hahas. went to jurong east one instead.~
onli three of us go wild wild wet not fun.~
so better not going.
we swim from 12.30pm to 4.00pm.
super fun.
i love swimming XD
mei yang sms lee ting while we r having our lunch.
good timing~ hahas.
she ask if we wanna meet them at IMM.
hahas. so we sae okies!~
i was eating DAMNNNNN slow..
lols~
i love the coconut pie! it's nice!
so i was like. so lady~ eating for hours.~
lee ting and kaishi cannot stand it. hahas!
they feel like stuffing all the food inside my mouth and drag me away~
hahas.
quickly changed up and meet mei yang and kailing.
kaishi sae buie buie to me and lee ting and she went another way to meet her friend.
then kailing change place. she sae meet us at jp~
then we wait for the bus~. take pics! hahas. my favourite! ^^
we reach jp at about 15mins later.
kailing and meiyang. haiz. super slow~
when we reach. they r still at IMM waiting for the shuttle bus~
so while waiting. we shop around~
went to the pet shop!
OH MY GOD! all the doggy was super cute!
there's one in the shop~ (not in the cage~) lying on the floor like a carpet!
coz it's super fat! hahas. so cute larhs!!!!!
looking at other dogs in the cage~.
ARGH! all so cute!! wanna bring them home~!!!!!!
finally.we wait for 30 mins then they reach~
hahas. me and lee ting was acting like gangster! lols.~ bullying them is our favourtite past time~
we went to arcade to play game.
me and leeting. kailing and meiyang.
playing basketall!
lost 2 rounds to meiyang and kailing~
ARGH! no fair! hahas~
then shop around. went to THIS FASHION.
kailing's favourite place.
then we try alot of clothes.

back home larhs.
tired!
nights!

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

GEOGRAPGY test todae..
nani desu ka!
i hate this subject damn much! baka !
kailing was late todae.
hahas.
congrates!~ lols.
she didnt tie her hair properly. wear wrong bra. never wash face and change her pad!
lols.
she tell us all this~. so dirty!
lub lub they all r having chinese listening after geography~
so we went out to eat without them! gomenasai~
went to jurong east kopitiam~
saw shi hui and wen xin in the neoprint shop~
they sae they heard strange strange things when they r trying to take neoprint~
lols.. scary eh?
saw ppl playing gun games. we stand behind them and watch.
thad person is super power!
he completed the whole stage! ICHIBAN WO!
after he left. another two came up to play.
lols.
they was looking around hope thad no one is looking at them playing.
then me . meiyang and kailing walk off a while. and he started playing.
so we sit at a corner watch him playing.
onli sit for 1 min. and the screen show GAME OVER.
lols! super lousy~ hahas.
went to popular to see somethin.
OH MY GOD!
saw alot of books thad interest me! mama~ i wanna buy nehz.
mei yang and kailing was watching free TV show.. hahas~
i saw my shuai ge!!!!!! goshhhhhh! YAN YA LUN! ZHENG YUAN CHANG!
thad magazine is super EX! $9.80. humph!

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doushite?
i am always crying becoz of all this things!
my mama tell me dont cry bcoz of this stuff.
not worth it.
but i jus cant do thad.
uu know.. i jus cant stop my tears~
='(
don uu know how much i love uu?

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Monday, May 15, 2006

PHYSIC and CHEMISTRY todae.
fuck larhs!
FLUNK! i know i am going to FLUNK my science~
sianz.
after exam go to mac with kailing.meiyang and lingyong.
went to do our art~
we spent 6hrs there.
and we onli finish one piece~?
lols.
lucky i started eariler.
thad's y i am able to finish on time.
everyone was doing their art now.
lols.
there will be alot of pandas in our class tml!
cant wait to see.

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fuck! sorri. i showed uu attitude~
at first.
i thought thad i am wrong to show uu attitude.
uu sae uu cried.
i was super hurt. i don wan uu to cry.
NOW!
go ahead and cry if uu wan!
don tell me sweet things anymore!
sorri. i got attitude probs!
uu liar!
WHY UU LIED TO ME?
now i don think i am in wrong.
hate me if uu wan!
please don make me cry anymore!
FUCK LARHS!

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Sunday, May 14, 2006

watching vcd once i woke up.
dream of somethin nice nice. and my mom woke me up!
humph!!!
time pass so fast.
i am doing my art at the same time.
hmms. one more piece to go and i will complete my art.
didnt even study for my physic and chem yet~
playing com after dinner.
nothin much todae. hmms. sianz~

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i think uu have forgotten how much uu realli hurt me.
for uu. it might me nothin.
sick!
buiebuie~

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Saturday, May 13, 2006

i cant get to slp yesterday night.
all the word thad she said to me.
sad enough. hurting enough.
swollen eyes when i wake up.
cant barely open my eyes.
after a while.
it feel better.
watching vcd and doing art at the same time.
damn boring.
cant concentrate. keep on thinking of yesterday things.
argh. haiz.
='(

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anyway. get to know about lee ting things.
happi for her.
wish both of them last forever

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Friday, May 12, 2006

celebrating mother's day todae at "sakura"
wake up at 10.00am to prepare for everythin
i know my sis will be damn slow.
so i wake up eariler then her.
finish preparing at 11.30am
and i sit in front of the com.
playing computer while waiting for others.
they are super slow.~
hmms..or maybe i am too fast. ^^

reach there at 12.15pm.
it's full!
lucky our relative was there at 11.30 and booked the place for us
we get to go in without lining up.
while others have to wait. so sorri eh~
don feel like eating at first.
so i msg her
i sit down and looking at my mom's food
my mom was like.. " wanna eat then take larhs. dont take mine "
argh~ fine!
5 mins later.
i feel a little hungry when everyone was eating like it's super delicious.
then i started to take some food to eat.
okies larhs. quite nice. especially the salmon!
yummy!
chat and laugh while eating.
we keep on taking the food like as if it's free!
take alot at the same time.
finish eating. and we sae good bye to each other and went off

mum and dad went to the temple to pray~
mum's leg still super pain.
i cant do anythin ='(
my bro. sis and me. was waiting for them in the car
stupid bro! he use his smelly leg( with socks ) to hit my head.~
argh! we was fighting in the car..^^

went to buy drawing paper after thad.
wanna start my art now before there's no time to do.
searching for information to start my art.
and start drawing~
i onli draw three hand.
and i stopped! hahas. no mood to continue~
draw till half way. hmms. my stomach got a little pain
fuck larhs!
went to the toilet immediately.
okies. girl's prob!
sucks!
super super pain!
cant stand it!

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Thursday, May 11, 2006

normal lesson todae.
hmms.. i don know whether is odd or even week.
but i choose to believe it's odd week.
coz even week got art larhs.~
but it end up in even week!
haiz..
hmms. in class. survey for us todae.~
it's like CME like this.
mdm rafilah also have us "heart-shaped" paper for us to write somethin on it.
well. " I LOVE YOU MUM! "
topic of the day~
mother's day is coming.. ( saturday )
and mdm rafilah wan us to write somethin for our mom~
so mushy~
but i realli love my mom~
if not i wont help her to mop floor~ lols!
okies. wonder wad should i write.
my mom don understand english~
and i tell this to atika.
farhanah also heard wad i sae.
she is laughing !
come on! don laugh at someone who don understand english!
i am angry larhs! [super angry and i don wanna show]
in the end. i cant think of anythin.~
so i not writing it first~
english lesson after thad.
stupid SABARA! well.. free time.
y cant i read my chinese book!
*&@#%!)&!
fed-up!
she scolded me and kai shi.
another one. who insult ppl !
how can she sae kai shi like this when kai shi is not good at english?
OH! hate her lotssss!
hahas. cut farhanah hair.
ask her to put thad hair in a bottle and put it under the pillow~
hair will grow again~
she was like. ah?
then i sae. never mind. i am in my fairytale land~
oh man! the bell rang.
two period of english is over.
now it's art!
i know i am in dead meat now.
mdm rafilah was nagging at me and kai shi~
hmms.. me and kai shi so bad luck ^^

---- okies. recess. and bla bla. as usual~
sitting in front wasn't veri good!
everyone is bullying me!
someone keep on hitting my shoulder.!
when i turn back. they was pointing at one another.
till now i still dont know who is the culprit~!
tissue paper throwing here and there! arghs~
i was trying to read my book again~
STUPID AZHAR larhs!
he snatch my book away and sae rubbish~
then throw my book!
i have forgotten where i have stop~
have to filp the pages and search for it! wuuuu!
SS after recess..
we r super noisy~
okies.. i was searching for my water bottle. files and pencil box~
saw my water bottle under kai shi table.
i thought she took it.
so i scream at her.
she scream back! ( fucking loud ) saying it's not her.
then i get to know it's atika~
okies.
so sorri kaishi! /_still searching for pencil box and files.
pencil box is with mei yang.~
hmms. she didnt means to take it.
farhanah pass it to her. so she keep it.~
cute larhs~
then azhar take my file!
this stupid chocolate jus cant stop his childish act.
haiz.. pity him.. lols~
he put my files outside the class
fook!
i have to take it back myself.
arghs!
maths. and blas~
no one is doing maths. other then some~
then bla bla~
chem! haiz. i didnt study at all!
mrs heng is singing a lullaby to me.
lalalas~
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ding dong ding dong~
okies.. school is over.~
going home with tika~
she send me home again! how nice! muacks!
hmms.. having a gastric.
fucking pain!
faster rush home. and eat medicine!
my mom was nagging again~
she sae i should eat and bla bla bla.
okies. ! used to it.
play com after taking some rest.
mapling! hahas. as usual~
so bored larhs
she is not online!
miss her so much!

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rain rain go away~
come again another day~
it;s raining now. hmms..
i will get super sad. and emotional when it rains~
everytime like this.~
haiz..~

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

CME and maths paper 1 todae.
hmms. quite easy larhs.
but get to know thad there's alot of careless mistake for my maths
/_CME. hmms.. alrights. but some question dont know how to do.
walk home with tika after skool todae..
she send me home again!
thanks.! muacks~
normal lesson for tml.
sianz nahz!
friday no need to go to skool..
i have to go celebrate mother's day with all our relative
buffet for the day! hahas!
hmms.. so wad has realli happen between us?
actually i also don know.
i think the problems lies with me.
haiz.

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Monday, May 08, 2006

she called.
again..
-- says:
i miss uu larhs. i know i am wrong.
sorri..
zuer:
wadever uu sae larhs. not my prob.
* du. du *
okies.. i hung up the phone and i switch off my phone.
my cousin keep on calling my house telling me wadsoever.
wadever larhs.. i don wan to bother anymore.
switch on my hp again at 7.00pm
:11 message recieved~:
wad the fuck?
looking at all the messages.
okies. tears roll down my cheek..
-- messages 1:
i realli love uu. sorri.
-- message 2:
i know uu will be reading this message.. please forgive me.
-- message 3:
can patch back please?
-- message 4:
there's nothin between me and her anymore.please trust me
-- message 5:
i realli miss uu and love uu lots. please give me one more chance..
-- message 6:
i will never do anythin thad hurt uu anymore. sorri.. please.. one more chance.
-- message 7:
please reply my message.
-- message 8:
do uu have someone in mind already? tell me please..
-- message 9:
i am waiting for ur reply.. please reply.
-- message 10:
zuer. i realli love uu more than anyone do. please. give me one more chance.. can?
i swear! i wont hurt uu anymore. me and her is over. please. i realli love uu.
--message 11:
haiz.. please.. forgive me.
_______________________
r uu happi enough now?
i know uu will be reading my blog.!
so i wanna let uu know!
yes. i do have someone in mind. and i harts her!
me and uu already over..
stop bothering me!
uu r the one who don treasure our relationship! so jus shut up!
it's over..
jus go find another girl who is better then me.

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lying on the bed jus now.
looking outside of the window.. big moon!
lots of memories appear.
me and uu.
so happi.
it's ur fault..
don blame me.
i remember how swit uu r on valentine days.
but i know.. swit things wont stay long.
thanks for ur memories.
and we r over.
i love the person who i love now.
i have already forgotten uu.
so sorri..
uu r not mine.. and i am not urs.
i know.. uu love me more than anyone else.
but i am not longer love uu more than anyone else.
buie.
ended forever -

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

SS & engish paper 1 todae..
shit larhs..
my letter writing for english fail for sure..
i have wrote the wrong format!
SS.. hmms.. i thought is difficult..
but quite easy to me.
especially the source based question~
but i am sure it's gonna fail.. -_-
chinese paper 3 after SS and english..
it's easy.. happi! XD
went to the kopitam to have lunch..
mei yang eat damn slow..
i have already finish everythin.
or maybe i too fast? hahas.. wadever larhs..
then go gai gai~
brought earings for myself and kailing..
she nag non-stop.. so i brought it for her..
go CK after thad..
saw a DAMN HUGE BEE! it's totally black!
so grosssss!
me and mei yang run like mad.. hahas..
stupid us..
buy chocolates at the CK..
delicious..~ yummy!
sit around the play ground there to eat our chocolates..
mei yang was playing playground..
hmms.. so childish.. hahas!
me and kailing was like papa and mama watching our daughter playing
so cute larhs!
finish eating.. sit there rest rest.
then back home..
stupid internet got problems..
i cant sign in to msn~
after thad my bro came back home..
i complain to him.. then he was like.. okies larhs! then he do here do there..
okies.. i can sign in le..
BUUU! internet don like me! -_-
my bro ask my sis wanna eat anythin.. then my sis sae no~ but when i sae i wan..
he tell me go eat shit!
wad the fuck!
stupid bro.!
i know uu r joking larhs! RAHS!

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sometimes. it's hard to control.
but life jus have to go on.
when uu dont wish to think.
it will always appear from ur mind.
but when uu try to let it go.
it will eventually comes back to uu.
love.
thad's wad it is.
it's urs.
it will be urs.
if it's not urs.
no matter how hard uu try.
it will never be urs.

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Sunday, May 07, 2006

i miss uu larhs..
watching wo cai now...
ah ya! my idol nahz..!

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my turn to cook lunch todae..
have to wake up at 7.00 and go to the market with my mama to buy things to cook..
hmms.. delicious meal i have cooked for my family..
yahs.. although my sis was complaining saying thad the chicken taste a little bland.~
hmms.. wanna study for my ss..
i open my book..
read a few sentence..
and i fall aslp~
aiyo..
my mama wake me up after thad.. hmms..
watching tv after i woke up..
hmms.. looking at my phone..
wondering will she msg me not..
*beep*
XD... X(
it's not her bahz.. i think..
hmms.. open my inbox and it's her!
XDDD!
fucking happi!
hahas..
then msg msg lorr.
hmms.. don wanna study for my ss already~ hahas
she sae she never study also..
let's flunk together larhs..
althought i don wan her to fail..
hmms..
went out with daddy after thad..
buy lots of things..
i wan thad VOODOO!
but my daddy sae all this stuff is useless larhs..
then cannot buy! humph!
forget it..
back home and plaing with my handphone..
hmms.. i don know wad i press..
and all the messages was deleted!!!!!!!!!
no!!!!
i have kept all her message lehz!!!
and end up everything's gone!
fook!
tired now..
buie buie~

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

didnt see uu online the whole day.
and i realli miss uu so much!
haiz..

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wake up at 12.00pm todae.
hahas.. i am indeed a pig.. ! lols..
play com..
i was mapling the whole day..
then after 2 hours.. i went to cut my fringe..
gosh! super duper nerdy!
don dare to walk back home from the salon!
hahas..
back home and mama was shouting!
calling me to mop the floor which is not my turn todae..
yahs.. okies.. i mop! -_-
no mood to fight back~
alone at home at around 7.00pm.
mama and daddy went out for dinner.
sis went to birthday party..
and bro went our with friends..
( hmms.. his friend jus broke up with his gf )
okies.. i pity him.. more girls outside.. so.. smiles! X)
she's not online yet! misssss her so much larhsss!
i msg her.. hmms.. she reply damn slow..
never mind.. i am used to it XD
msg msg msg..
it's raining! lots of memory jus came in my mind..
raindrops drop on my head..
hahas.. i was standing at the window looking the the scenery~
thinking of her..
somethin jus went SO WRONG!
she sae wl be moody when with me!
i was like !@!#%!$!#@!%&*^$*
hmms.. almost cry out!!!
i am controling..
maybe i mistaken wad she means.. haiz..
i think i am ..~
raining so heavily now..
and i am still playing the com.. hahas
daddy was shouting now.. sae thad thunder might strike the com!
hahas...
i reply my daddy telling him i have put rubber all over the com~ so it will be alright for sure..
hmms.. anyway..
stop here le larhs.. hahas!
buiebuie~

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Saturday, May 06, 2006

argh! fuck!
wad's all this..
uu requested to see my blog.
i allow.
uu sae i doubt about ur feeling.
shit!
yes i did..
but now i didnt.
wad's all the sweet sweet stuff jus now when we chat?
i realli don understand larhs!

chibikazuko <3 chibidark

Friday, May 05, 2006

argh! chinese exam todae..
so difficult! mama!
i keep on writing and writing..!
no enough time.. humph!

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back home at 12.20pm.
then play com for 1 hour.
then orn orn~
stupid mama call at 5.00 plus when i was still slping~
tell me to search the newspaper.. don know wad larhs~
aiyooo! cant get to slp after thad..
i cried! hate ppl disturbing me when i was slping!~
she's online larhs!
super duper happi!
hahas.. chat chat chat..
she don like me and tika's name put together..
she jealous? hmms..~ wonders..
keep on changing her nick larhs..
wonder who she refers..
always wonder here and there..
don think le~
hmms.. still slpy~ wanna slp! -_-
buie buie~

chibikazuko <3 chibidark